One common reason that I hear parents share for why they don’t want to take their kids to big church is what if the pastor starts talking about something that isn’ t kid-friendly?  We’ve experienced it alot, most notably last year on September 11.  Kaylie was just in kindergarten, so we had never talked about what had happened.  But we had a video about it during the church service, complete with images of burning buildings and crashed planes.  For an inquisitive and soft-hearted little girl, that raised approximately 5,000 questions.  Here’s what we’ve come to grips with concerning kids hearing about grown up stuff in church.

-  It is going to happen.  Just like, inevitably, when you finally bring your unchurched friend to a service, the pastor is going to preach about money, when your kid is sitting beside you, some uncomfortable topic will come up.  It will happen.

-  Our kids are going to hear about these topics anyway.  Like it or not, kids are going to hear about sex, homosexuality, and other “grown up” topics somewhere.  Likely from a friend or on the playground or on the bus long before we get around to talking about it.

-  We would prefer our kids’ first exposure to these tough topics to be in the context of church.  I think too often we are way slow in addressing worldly or uncomfortable issues with our kids.  Our lack of conversation often results in an understanding on some level that God is not involved with those types of topics, which is far from the truth.  Too often we begin informing our kids about these uncomfortable topics when they are “older” and likely when they have already had many views and opinions formed by the rest of the world.  Do I want to explain what the word “prostitute” for the first time following a sermon or following a trashy conversation at the ballfield?  Truthfully, I don’t want to talk about it at all!  But I will have to.  And I’d rather it come from a safe environment.

-  We have the opportunity to have awesome conversations with our kids.  Yes, they are tough and uncomfortable situations.  Yes, the conversation with my 5 year old will be different than that with my 7 year old.  But sometimes these conversations triggered by something they heard in big church result in laying the foundation for a Biblical worldview concerning topics I certainly wouldn’t have brought up on my own.  That is not a bad thing.

So, what do you think?  Have you had to have awkward conversations from something  your kid heard at church?

Yesterday I shared the reasons why Nate and I have always tried to take our girls to big church with us.  I could tell you it is all roses and easy and our girls usually have a halo floating over their heads.  Not so much.  Last time, Brenna decided she was a puppy in the middle of the sermon, including crawling around on the floor in front of the pew and pretending to lick her arm.

Here are some of the biggest reasons we could come up with not to take your little people to church.

1.  They distract me from worship.  They wiggle.  They whisper.  They have 100 questions or observations.  How can I have my personal time with God when my little people are right there and I have to be the Mama.  We all need a break, and yes, we all need some personal time with Jesus.  However, when I became a parent it stopped being about me.  More pressing than my need for “me and Jesus time” is my need to invest in my children and show them what corporate worship is all about.  In some ways it is a sacrifice on my part, but I believe it is an investment in the long term.

2.  They can’t sit through the whole service.  This may not be true of your kids, but I know with mine, they don’t have alot of environments where they have to sit still and be mostly quiet for a lengthy amount of time.  How are they going to learn how if they never have to?  Sitting quietly is a life skill.  Have we had to leave the service?  Absolutely.  Did I miss part of the sermon.  Yep.  And I thank God for the online downloads.

3.  They don’t get anything out of it.  I referred to this yesterday, but more often than not my kids reveal that they are absorbing more than I thought.  I do not expect that they can repeat all 5 points of the sermon.  But they can tell me something.  And that is a win.

4.  They will hear things they are not ready for.  That is a whole other blog post… in fact, let’s cover that tomorrow.

5.  It is hard.  Yes.  And some weeks it is honestly better for everyone to not even try.  And that is ok.  But Jesus talks alot about how the good things are hard.  I don’t want to default to what is easy over what I feel is best for my kiddos.

6.  They might distract others.  We don’t sit too close to alot of people who don’t love us and our kids.  :)  My kids can be distracting even at their quietest.  But I would rather them learn now to respect others while they are cute enough to be quickly forgiven, than when they are an obnoxious teenager or an adult.  And lots of times I just have to be the mean mama that says “shh”, “stop”, “quit touching her”.

Let me reiterate again that I do not feel that this is something every family and every kid should do.  God made you the parents in your house. You know your family and your context.  But let me challenge you to think long term.  Let me challenge you to think beyond inconvenience.

A few disclaimers first…

-  This is not the Funderburke Proclamation of how everyone should parent.

-  We are (obviously) not anti-kidmin.  This is just a philosophy that we have adopted in our own home and I wanted to explain why we do what we do.

-  We are big believers that every family has the right and responsibility to figure out how God wants them to parent in their household.  This is just what we do.

Kids in big church is an oft-debated topic in kidmin world.  Some churches and people consider themselves staunch family-advocates and believe that all children should be in big church with their parents.  Others believe that kids should never be in big church and that children’s ministry is the only place they should be.

Our family lands kind of in the middle.  I love, love, love for my girls to be in age-appropriate environments where they learn about Jesus on their level with friends their age.  I love for them to develop relationships with other adults who love them and who invest in them relationally and spiritually.  I would not have them miss that for the world.  Kaylie and Brenna participating in children’s ministry on Sunday mornings is top priority.

But for our family, since the girls were babies, we have felt that for them to only experience the children’s ministry environments would lead to them missing out on the big picture of the church as a whole.  It may be old-fashioned of us, but I like them seeing and experiencing corporate worship in the realm of big church.  Here are a few reasons why:

-  We want them to see Mommy and Daddy worship.  I want to model worship for our babies and for them to experience it with us.  They will learn about worship and experience worship in kids ministry. But I also want them to experience worship with us as a family, in the corporate setting.  I believe there is something powerful that happens in my little ones’ hearts when Daddy is holding them and singing out to Jesus.  I believe even when they are wiggly, they notice what it looks like for their parents to worship the Savior.  And they join in.  And it is beautiful.

-  We want them to see the other grown ups in their world worship.  Typically in church we sit with the people we do life with.  I love that they see their friends’ parents, their babysitters, their “big” friends, and other people who they have relationships with in church and worshiping God.

-  They absorb a whole lot more than we think.  When the girls go with us, I make them participate in the singing and worship, but allow them to color and draw during the sermon (no offense, pastors).  I am always amazed at how even when I think they are totally engaged in their markers and papers, they will pop up to answer Pastor’s question or whisper something to me that is totally related to what he is talking about.

-  We want them to see baptism and communion.  While our kids’ worship team often brings the kids in to see baptism, that doesn’t happen at every church.  I realized once that kids who only go to kids’ worship for all of their elementary and preschool years could potentially not see baptism or the Lord’s Supper in action until 6th grade.  These are such essential parts of church life and I want them to see it early on.

-  We do want them to learn what big church life is all about.  Several years ago red flags popped up in my own spirit as I watched 6th graders struggle with the transition of moving on to big church.  They just didn’t want to.  After all, they didn’t play games and jump around with motions in there.  It wasn’t “fun”.  I think that is a disservice on our part.  While our motivation is not necessarily to make sure our kids know how to sit still in church, I think it is ok for them to learn that church isn’t always high-entertainment. It is more than the kidmin activities we provide. And, honestly, it does not hurt for them to learn that sometimes we sit and are quiet, even if we don’t really want to be.  That’s life!

-  We are creating spiritual memories.  They are not big huge Disney World type memories.  They are those tiny precious, captured moments.  And I don’t know if my girls will remember much of it, but I will never forget listening to my girls sing “Worthy, You Are Worthy” so sweetly and out loud together.  I will never forget holding Brenna as a baby and singing “God of this City” and asking God to use her to change the world.  That’s probably a selfish reason.  But there you have it.

I am very curious about your thoughts and what you do in your family?  Please share in the comments below!

Catherine Greer shared her personal experiences as a foster mom in our last two posts (here and here).  Today she shares interesting insights into unique needs that kidmin staff and volunteers need to be aware of.  

1.  Teachers should keep in mind that foster children lack social skills, including being “bossy”, poor language choices, and not following rules.

2.  Usually a child is delayed a few years behind their physical age, both mentally and emotionally, depending on when the neglect in their life began.

3.  These kids need extra attention and love.  They probably have not heard much about God.

4.  Structure in the classroom is best and having the same teachers each week is extremely important.

5.  Usually, these kids have lacking attention spans, as well as hygiene and bathroom issues.

6.  Often, foster children have eating and/or hoarding issues.  Sometimes this even manifests to the point of stealing.

What have you experienced as unique needs of kids in foster care?  

One of my favorite people I have met since moving to Florida is Catherine Greer.  Catherine serves in our kids’ ministry. She and her husband, Brent, went from having no children in their family to adding 9 foster kids since October of 2011.  This year they had the blessing of adopting three of the girls.  Catherine will be sharing the next three posts, as she shares incredible insight into the life of a foster family and the needs of foster kids in your ministry.

Children come into foster care for a number of different reasons, i.e. Death of parents, neglect from parents and abuse from parents.  As these children are taken from their homes they literally have 30 minutes or less to get their belongings together and head out the door with the police officer or DCF agent (Department of Children and Family).  They are then transported to the DCF office to locate a placement for them for the night.  Frantic calls are made to find them a bed. And heaven forbid they are a sibling group because there is a 99% chance they will be split.  Then they are transported to a home which they have never seen and welcomed on the worst day of their life by a smiling couple at the door telling them they are so happy to have them.

So lets get this straight…. in less than 24 hours this child has been taken from everything that is familiar to them, even if that familiar thing is bad or harmful to them, and placed in a setting with strangers and told everything is going to be alright.  They wake up the next morning to start their “new” life (at least for the next 12 months, because that’s the length of time a parent is given to work their case and get the children back).  It’s off to a new school, new friends and a long line of doctor visits and psychiatric evaluations.

As a foster parent to a new placement you can expect the worst or best from a child.  Usually there is a honeymoon phase in which the child is exceptionally good and polite, generally the child is in such disbelief as to what is happening.  A child at this phase needs a lot of love and care from the foster parents to start building up their emotional banks for when the anger phase hits.  Although they seem like the perfect the child at this point you want them to get into the anger stage so they can begin their cycle of grief.  This cycle of grief will help them cope with life in foster care with all the ups and downs of the system and the parents.  I was told in MAPP class, the 10 week course taken to become a foster or adoptive parent, that you can give everything you have to the child and they will not appreciate it until they are older as young adults.  So everyday you wake up, give them everything you have, all the love and hugs and good advice, and even a discipline or two to help teach them some social skills, poor behavior redirection or even physical or verbal fighting redirection.  You finally make some headway with them as they begin to trust and settle in and then the coalition throws in weekly visitation with the parents.  Once visitation begins on a regular basis, the child is emotionally shifted from one way of life to another and they begin to resort to their old behavior.  These are called triggers, it usually takes a couple of days to get them settled back down to their routine.  It starts all over again the next week after that visitation even if the parents are a “no show”, which sometimes can be worse. But because this is your ministry, God told you to do it and you love what you do, you pour everything into them with no gratitude in return.

The whole year is a rollercoaster with the court system, case managers and guardian ad litems coming in and out of your home on a monthly basis, doctor, dental and psychological appointments and the parents working or not working their case.  And then there is the other side of it….the normal life side.  No child likes to be labeled a foster child and so when they enter into school or social situations it is always a little bit difficult for them.  They see others kids hanging with their parents, sisters and brothers and they feel out of place in their family setting, its not their parents yet these people are showing them a love and respect that they have never had before. It’s not their blood brother or sisters sleeping in the other bed in the room yet they live with them 24 hours a day 7 days a week and share and experience everything together that a family setting offers.

Also there is the factor of their anger and their rebellion…it can come out in a number of ways ie: violence toward others, misbehavior in school and at home, personal hygiene and toilet issues, and even outright public tantrums.  Usually a child that you get is emotionally and mentally a few years younger than what their age is, depending on when the neglect or abuse began.  So as a foster parent you can take them back to those younger ages and stages of life and try to help them develop those skills that will be so important to them later in life in their careers and personal relationships.  But the outside world doesn’t get it….”they should act their age and quit misbehaving”.  Its such a struggle for the child and foster parent to catch them up to speed.

Being involved in a foster community in which there are functions that are attended and meetings that continue to teach us new techniques or answers to our questions of how to reach this child, really helps, because the foster parents understand the delay issues or the poor behavior and are more accepting of it all.

I will never forget the sibling group of 4 that we received over a year ago and how long it took us to get a couple of them to realize that no matter how long they whined or threw a tantrum we weren’t going to give in.  It’s the “move” that they would use on their parents to get their way and it was a hard one to break.  Especially with the weekly visitation.  The best thing we can do for these kids is inform others in our church and community about these delays that they have so that there would be more patience for them.  They already don’t trust adults and the more adults can show them how to act, how God acts through us the better chance we have of changing the cycle of them having their kids enter the system when they grow up.

Of course I am writing this after a full day of having 9 kids under 12 by myself, since my spouse was out working, and am probably a little exhausted and frustrated with the lack of respect from the kids or the lack of respect the kids give each other.  But, every morning I wake up happy and ready for a new day to make a difference in their life.  One more day for me to “be there for them”, hug them and show them God through me.  I have been fortunate enough to be involved in a few cases in which I could also minister to the parents, either through the kids or a quick word of encouragement at the visitation drop-off.

I so enjoyed our guest posters’ perspectives on adoption and how we can best minister to families who are on that adventure.  I’m most thrilled that you had the opportunity to meet those precious families.  This week we will explore the world of foster care and kidmin.

Since moving to Florida, I’ve loved getting to know families in our church who are passionate about foster care.  It has been a new experience for me in ministry as we have a great number of kids in our kidmin who are or have been foster kids.

Here are the two realities that I’ve discovered and been reminded of:

-  What an incredible opportunity for ministry!  I will never forget a conversation with one of the foster mamas in my ministry as she shared the story of some of her kids.  She very casually mentioned that these kids had been sleeping on the street before they came into her home.  Like literally sleeping on the street.  My little suburbian brain had a tough time with that, but it is reality.  It is the reality of children in our community that we too often ignore.  But they are the children that I think Jesus would spend His time with.  And here they are in our church doors because there are families who love them and love Jesus enough.

-  What a challenge for ministry!  With kids who have had a really tough time come really tough issues.  It can make kidmin messy.  And hard.  But, show me the verse that says the gospel is easy.  Show me where we decided ministry needed to be neat?  When I study Jesus’ words, He seems to talk alot more about ministry focusing on the hurting kids than the suburban kids.  So, yes, ministering to foster kids is tough.  But it is the good, gospel kind of tough!

He said also to the man who had invited him, “When you give a dinner or a banquet, do not invite your friends or your brothers or your relatives or rich neighbors, lest they also invite you in return and you be repaid. But when you give a feast, invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, the blind, and you will be blessed, because they cannot repay you. For you will be repaid at the resurrection of the just.”   (Luke 14:12-14)

I look forward to exploring this world with you this week.  I especially look forward to the firsthand wisdom of families in the trenches.

Marsha and Brian Foreman have been dear friends of our family for many years.  We were in small group together and praying for God to add to their family through adoption. I’ll never forget the day, six or so ears ago,  I got the very brief email that they could have children in their home within days.  We were all expecting one sweet little baby – not three siblings! It has been such a blessing to see God put this family together, watch Marsha and Brian raise these babies, and see them trust God through very challenging days.  Marsha was so gracious to share her story and to share a few practical ways that you can serve families who are experiencing adoption.

I was thrilled when Jenny asked me to write about our adoption.  I love sharing our story.  Let’s just say our adoption journey took an unexpected turn.  My husband and I had been on the waiting list for one year with Lifetime Adoption.  Not one birth mom had showed interest in us during that time.

Then it happened.  I remember it well.  I received a phone call one day while I was out to lunch with my mom and stepdad.  The call was from Libby, my adoption case manager.  Libby wanted to present us as one of the couples for a young girl that wanted to adopt out her three children.  Yes, three children.

Now we had not considered adopting three children so I told her I would discuss with my husband and call her back.  She told me that they would be presenting the couples to her that afternoon so a decision had to be made quickly.  Brian and I prayed over it and didn’t receive a clear answer from God.  We decided that we would put our name in and depend on the result to be guided by God.  We have never been one to shy away from a challenge.  J

By that afternoon I had spoken to the birth mom and we were matched.  3 weeks later we were on our way to Houston to pick up our 10 month old, 18 month old and 2 ½ year old children.

As you can imagine, our life changed dramatically over night.

You might be wondering how you can support couples that are adopting or have adopted.  There are many ways to help.  For example if you have the means you could assist financially.  Adoptions are very expensive and most families do not have all of the funds needed.  Donate items and help the family have a yard sale or throw a fundraiser.  Help create an adoption fund at your church.

There are also some practical ways that you could help with everyday life.

• Help the family with childcare.  The couple will need to have time together and often cannot afford a babysitter.
• Older children and teens could offer to play with the child in the home to allow the parent’s time to clean house or cook dinner.
• Take the kids to the park and give the mom the opportunity for a nap.
• Be an encourager – Try not to offer advice on how to do something better, tell them how well they are doing.
• Provide the couple with gift certificates to a restaurant or to a movie theatre.

These are just a few ideas but keep in mind that every family is different and their needs can vary.  As I said before we didn’t plan on adopting three children.  We were ill prepared and had no place for them to sleep once we returned home.  Friends from our home group got together and had a baby bed and two beds donated and in their room by the time we came home.  We also had enough baby food to last a month.  This meant more to us than anyone will ever know.

I hope you all will consider adoption or consider supporting those that have adopted in some way

I had the great privilege of serving for a short time with Kenneth and Kristy Bruce at Westwood in Alabama.  Kenneth serves there as the Minister to Students.  They are the parents of four boys, all kindergarten and younger.  For that alone they deserve a prize!  In today’s post, Kristy shares a little of their story and how our ministries can better serve families who have adopted, especially international adoption.  You can read more about the crazy adventures of the Bruce boys, and the honest life of adoption, on her blog.  

In November 2009 God led our family to begin the adoption process.  At the time we had a biological son who was two.  In June 2010 we became a family of five when we brought home two boys from Ethiopia, aged two and 9 months.  By October we were a family of six when God blessed us with another biological son.

Although this was a time of incredible blessing, it was the toughest year of my life.  My husband and I felt very alone.  Each day was a fight for survival.  Adoption is intense spiritual warfare and there were times I felt like I was barely hanging on.  I felt consumed by the battle to not act in the flesh and joyfully surrender to continued obedience.  My faith in the Lord was sure but I felt and thought things that were awful.

The adjustment period is very challenging for multiple reasons.  Perhaps the most challenging for me was feeling like I could not truly be honest with people because they would misinterpret my struggle for regret, or lack of trust in the Lord.  I in no way wanted to convey that I regret the adoption.  In fact, I pray that more people will willingly take on the fight for orphans.  It is messy and dirty and tough and worth it.

There are several ways that a children’s ministry can minister to the needs of internationally adopted children and their families:

1. Please be patient and understanding.  The first six months after homecoming are especially rough.  Everyone in the family is experiencing some sort of trauma, no matter what age.  The fight for survival is real.  Adjusting to a newly forged family can be difficult.  As a new adoptive parent I needed people from the church to verbally assure me that they knew my life must be difficult and that it was okay if real life was not the magical picture of adoption we have formed in our minds.  I needed to be assured that people were praying for me and for my family.
2. Understand that internationally adopted children do not behave the same as biological children, at least not at first, and probably never.  Do not expect that of them.  It does not make them a bad kid.  Wounds are very deep, even when a child has been adopted as a baby.  Please do not expect the newly adopted child to have any sort of manners or even basic skills like drinking from a bottle or making eye contact when spoken to.  It is common for children adopted from hard places (which includes all international adoption) to act half of their age emotionally.  This is true for both of my Ethiopian-born children.  Their bodies are similar to their peers, but in several areas they are far less emotionally mature.
3. Do not be surprised if the child has special needs.  Sensory Integration or Sensory Processing Disorder and behavioral issues are especially common in internationally adopted children.  While you may not be familiar with the particular issues, it is helpful to ask the parents how to best minister to the child.  Things that have worked with biological children will probably not work.  Be willing to do things a little differently to accommodate special needs.  For example, a child may need to suck on a mint through class or have a fidget toy to get proper sensory input.  Another child may need to sit in the hall with an adult if the music in class is too loud.  The amount of toys, colors, and people can be overwhelming to children who are not used to such stimulation.
4. Understand that drop-off time can be very challenging.  One of my sons has been home for two and a half years and still throws himself on the floor in hysterics, kicking and punching anything or anyone in his way.  He is typically fine within three minutes, but those few minutes are ugly.  In those three minutes, he needs to be held tightly and spoken to softly, no matter how frustrating it can be.  In those minutes you can offer him security, stability and love just by reassuring him that it will be okay and he is safe.
5. Remember that these children are in a new culture.  The behaviors that we despise in our churches are likely the behaviors that kept these children alive.  Selfish behavior, stealing, lying, manipulation and entitlement are some of the common behaviors I have seen in my two boys.  Although they should be disciplined, do so gently because newly adopted children have to unlearn some of the behaviors they had to engage in to survive.  It is best to ask the parent how discipline should take place.  This too should be handled with great care.
6. Expect tantrums for no apparent reason.
7. Please do not pass judgment—on the children or the parents.  Although you might not be able to see it, most newly adoptive families are hanging on by a thread.  We already feel like we are alone and drowning.  Our failures are ever present in our minds.  Please rally around us in support.  Even if it is leaving a meal on the front porch or sending prayer notes in the mail.
8. Remember that your words matter.  Harsh, negative words can crush the spirit of an adoptive child and or adoptive parents.  Positive, encouraging words can be like salve for the soul.  When we found out that I was pregnant during the adoption process words of encouragement were hard to come by, and we were on a church staff.  In the midst of everyone’s shock and disheartening words, one friend said, “The Lord is showing you favor.”  Tears flooded our eyes because it was the first positive we had heard, with no reservation.  Our youngest is named after him.  Adopted children and their parents need your kind words as they fight an intense spiritual battle.
9. Envelop the family in prayer.

This post is the second provided by guest blogger, Jason Underhill.  You can read the first part of his family’s story here.

Adopting kids is an incredible adventure.  However with it comes a ton of blessings and a ton of challenges.  Many times the challenges out-way the blessings that God has given you.  You become blind by what God is doing because it is so difficult at times throughout the process.  I like to think of it in terms of riding a roller coaster.  You have times when you’re climbing the steep slope and everything seems to be going really well.  Then there are the times when you are turning upside down totally out of control to the point you feel sick to your stomach and you are ready to just throw up it’s so hard. Deep down inside though you know that you have a God that is with you every step of the way but in the midst of the challenge you don’t always see God.  You get caught up in the circumstances and the challenges. You miss out on so many of the blessings.  I want to share this so that you and others can be prepared for yourself to adopt or to know how you may be able to help those in your church who have adopted so you can be there to lend the support they need when they arrive home.

Once we knew we were called to adopt we started the process immediately.  We found an agency filled out all the necessary paperwork sent it and now the time came to wait.  We waited and waited.  When was our turn going to come?  God we are being faithful, other people are getting referrals and bringing their kids home in just a matter of months.  Our time of waiting turned from weeks, to months to a year and one month before we received our referral.

We finally received our referral on November 2, 2010, we received a call at church that we had gotten a referral for 2 twin girls that were 4 months old at the time.  We prayed and knew they would be ours and two days later confirmed it with a phone call that we would accept the referral and move the process in bringing our girls home.  We had more paper work to be done, people to share the news with.  Our kids were so excited.  We set it up for each of our children to have a part in telling our parents and family about the girls.  Our family was so surprised but excited at the same time.  Our prayer was that we would bring them home in the next few months.  We waited and waited but we did not get our first court date until December 30, 2010.  Those few weeks seemed to take forever.

Our goal was for us to take our oldest two children to Ethiopia so they could meet the girls and share in the experience.  It turned out that God blessed us and provided what we needed for them to go in February, 2011.   It helped them to also see the plight of orphans in Ethiopia that we had seen on our first trip to Africa back in 2000.  It is amazing how God softens the hearts of children and shows them love so easily.  I’m reminded of what Jesus says, “Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these.”  Our children have been exposed to something that I wish I had been exposed to at the young of an age.  I am so blessed that God allowed me to take them on this journey so they could have this experience and know that heaven belongs to all children everywhere.  My daughter (Katie Beth) talks about it in school and our boys (Everett and Nolan) are so proud of there two little sisters (Lyla and Sosie).  When they talk to you about their sisters, if you had not met them or known they were from Ethiopia you would think they were our biological kids.  When adults meet their sisters it is awesome to see how proud they are and how much they love them.  Only through the eyes of children do we sometimes get a great glimpse of what God see’s in the world!

The time in Ethiopia was a blessing. We finally met Lyla and Sosie for the first time after several months of seeing pictures that were emailed to us.  We were able to hold them in our arms and we thought we were just a matter of weeks from bringing them home.  Unfortunately the urgency to bring them home knowing they were ours was gut wrenching.  We knew it would be a matter of weeks but the weeks became months.  We came to a point where it even appeared that we would have to start the entire adoption process completely over.  We were devastated to say the least.  We prayed, we cried, but God was there.

In July, five months after our first trip we received the call to officially inform us that Lyla and Sosie were our girls and that we would be making a trip in August to bring them home.  Due to my schedule at church and with the kids going back to school I was not able to go on the 2nd trip, but Sarah took her Aunt Nancy with her to bring the girls home.  The trip home was the most challenging and disgusting trip they ever had.  The flight home was the worst.  I was not there so I cannot truly paint you a picture of how bad the flight home was.  The girls had an infection which many children have coming from Ethiopia.  The infection caused the girls to have explosive vomiting and explosive diaper blow outs. My wonderful wife and her Aunt literally changed clothes about 5 times and had a garbage bag filled with the smelliest odor I have ever smelled.  You could see it in their faces how exhausted it had been.  No one who had come to welcome her at the airport including myself truly understood all they went through on that flight home.  Sarah was like is it worth all of this?

The girls were home and for a couple of months they continued to have the blowouts as they were on medication to clear out their system.  We didn’t sleep well, and we were exhausted.  It was the most difficult 2-3 months I think we ever had.  We were also taking time to bond with the girls so they would know that we were their mom and dad.  We couldn’t let other people hold them and we kept them in our home to bond.  They needed this to know that this was home and to know that we were there to love them no matter what.  Sarah didn’t want to leave them for a second but she needed an outlet to have a break during the day with them.  It was hard on her and I still don’t know how she made it sometimes through those days.  Our small group was incredible.  They were always there to help.  They would call and check on us to see how things were going.  They are our best friends and we know we can count on them for anything.  Others would bring meals to help out which was great as well.  I know that God was with her and I would have given anything to help her even more than I could.

We had taken all the classes and spoken to other people that had adopted kids so we could be prepared, but until you have adopted children and experience it yourself, there is no way to explain what happens those first 6-9 months.  I say that to say we knew people were praying for us and helping us and in June of 2012 we had a moment.  I can’t explain it or even describe it, but it was an AHA moment where Sarah and I were like, this is unbelievable.  This is truly a miracle of God that we have these incredible girls.  Even though the past 9 months had been gut wrenching all of a sudden everything seemed to just click.  We were finally able to see the blessings God had given us in the midst of our challenges and circumstances.

We took a vacation in July after VBS and Kids Camp which was a much needed family vacation.  On the trip we celebrated Sarah and I’s 15th wedding anniversary and we celebrated Lyla and Sosie’s birthday’s by turning 2!  It was their very first birthday!  We had small gifts for them and pink little shirts that said, “I am 2.”  They were so cute just smiling and laughing enjoying the moment.  Time stood still for me that day and I soaked in of how God was blessing us.  We all realized that these two girls would never have possibly had a birthday had we not obeyed God.  We could see the joy in their eyes and we could see them the way God sees them even for just a moment.

Over the last few months Sarah and I have grown closer to all 5 of our children, each other and most importantly our Heavenly Father.  He showed us that through the difficult times He was there, but in the midst of the trials and circumstances we had lost our focus on Him.  We got so caught up in the stuff that we missed out on our calling.  We look back and we see now how God has blessed us.  We see the girls singing, “Jesus Loves Me” and know that if we had not been obedient they may have never heard about Jesus.  Now they sing it all the time and it reminds me of the greater purpose and calling on my life.

I have grown as Children’s Pastor as well because of our adoption.  I am helping other families who are in our church with adoption and asking them how things are going.  When they come home I know they will have challenges so offer any way we can help.  If someone in your church is or has adopted I would encourage you to do some homework and find out how you can help meet the needs of the family.  It will mean the world to them and it will show that you care. We now have an adoption ministry that helps folks with this in our church that has been a very helpful resource.

We still have our challenges but now we see it from a different perspective and know that God is BIG! He is the one who helped us through the entire process and we know He has a special plan for our girls.  We have no idea what it will be, but I believe He will use them for His glory to reach others that wouldn’t have been reached had we continued to be disobedient.  We have all changed for the better and I believe this is still the beginning of greater things that God has not only for us but for children around the world.  God is using children today more than ever to share the love of Christ and I believe this next generation of children will be used by God in way’s we can only imagine.